UPDATION!

Well it looks like I'll be going to the Jamboree! lol. Set it all up with Jack...driving to his house Sat. morning, coming back Monday evening...Robert will either walk to work or get a ride from someone...and I'll still be able to come home and spend Halloween with him! It's all good.

I'm having so much fun lately. Living with Robbie is like being a long, lazy vacation. I'm not working, there's no stress, and every day I get to hang out with the person who I love to death and never get sick of and we laugh and play games and eat what we want and do what we want...I was thinking that after I moved in and had everything I was day dreaming about....I would find myself thinking that it wasn't as good as I dreamt it up to be. But it IS! It gets hard, yes...it can be stressful...it can be lonely...and sometimes I wish I were back at home. But all in all...there is one very real, common pattern about our lives: we're happy. And it's the good happy too. It's the good happy that comes after having worked things out. We're not happy because we live in a nice place....or because of how much money we have...or because we own expensive things. We're not happy because we're entertained by mindless things...or because other people think we're cool. We're happy because...we're able to be totally content...being exactly who we are...and spending time with just each other. To be honest...it's better than I had imagined.

We've gotten addicted to MyWord in the past few days. It's an addictive game. (Especially for me because I always kick his ass...YEAH). It's the best entertainment...we get to have fun, use our minds, and spend valuable time with each other. I think we almost ache to play it. I wonder if it's a healthy addiction...lol.

What I love about living with him...is that everything is okay. It's nice...I feel okay about being mad at him...I feel okay about being poor...I feel okay about not working...I feel okay about starting to work....I feel okay about everything I'm doing for myself and everything I am...I think I'm happier and more okay with myself than I've ever been.

It's a good life. It really is. And everything is great....and wonderful. And everything that isn't...is still okay...and that's a good feeling.

Hope to see some of you soon. Happy Jamboree!!

Love Is More Than Okay

-Kate