FAST INTERNET, BABY! INYERFACEPOTLUCK!

Oh yeeeaahh...I got cable internet....

I CAN BLOG ALL THE TIME NOW. Caps is my darling.

Anyways...so how is everyone? People keep commenting and not signing their names at the bottom. If that's on purpose, than cool, but if you don't mind, I'd be interested in knowing who's reading. Someone said I must like getting responses and I DO because it lets me know that I'm not being ignored. However I'm not sure if there's just one person commenting a lot or a few people or what so...yeah. Leave a name when you can.

So life is poor. We have no money but it's fun. New experience, the works. I'm job searching a bit. Right now I've got a movie rental store, Kmart, and maybe a hotel in mind. Kmart, I know, sucks bullocks but Robbie and I were thinking that it would be an easy place for us to BOTH get a job with the same schedule so it would be easier to coordinate rides and what not. Of all the places we found, that was the most likely place...big, ugly, corporate, desperate. But there is a tiny discount and it's close and rather laid back so...whatever. I can make any job fun and if I end up hating it, all I gotta do is quit so it's worth a shot.

In random news...there is a DELICIOUS Mexican restaurant almost directly in front of our apartment (through some woods but still). I know this because both their salsa and their cheese dip was amazing. So the rest has gotta be good! lol. (I like the cheese dip best...and it's a cheap meal so...I only got that). I've met a few people which is fun. I like being introduced because it makes me feel like I have automatic friends and...that's just the easiest way, now isn't it! My apartment is adorable and I'll post pictures when I'm in the mood. It's messy right now which is weird because I think I clean it every single day. Maybe I'm just a slob? Robbie and I had fun with the electric meter outside of our apartment the other day. We went through like everything that had a power button and looked at how fast it would spin the meter. So we know what to be careful of. The stove, the computer, the AC, fans, and having a lot of things on at once of course...are all good things to watch out for. What's nice is that Ella and I laced the apartment in twinkly Christmas lights which don't take very much energy, look awesome, and light up the rooms pretty damn well when you don't need a lot of light. So that's fun. Man...being poor sure makes you more eco-friendly.

In more serious news Robbie had a seizure today...first one I got to experience. That was fun. It was lucky. He had it early in the morning while he was sleeping, so he didn't fall or anything and I knew he wasn't injured in anyway so I didn't have to call for help. But it was pretty creepy to experience. I was jittery and frantic at first but then I calmed down and just tried to take care of him. The worst part was after he came out of it but he hadn't regained memory yet. He didn't understand what I was saying, he was scared, and wasn't really there. It's disorienting to look at your partner and not see them.

I'm feeling better overall. Getting settled in, getting things taken care of slowly, struggling through issues and having fun. It's still hard as always but...I'm comfortable with it for the most part.

I guess that's the best update I can give now. I'm kinda antsy to get off of the computer (I don't like to be on for very long) so I'm gonna go now and will probably write a better, more meaningful blog at another time. For now, here's an update and I love and miss you all. Feel free to email me!

Love

Kate